My tears fell with every memory of you
Lying in bed and isolating myself
Letting my depression sink deep inside me
While reminiscing the past I had with you
The delight it gave when I whisper your name
The urge to give all while you are with me
The smile on my lips every time you respond
And the feeling of joy when I had you
When I close my eyes I see you clearly
I held up my hands hoping to hold you
I cross my arms to feel your warmth
And starts to cry and yearn for you
I wish I has the chance to stare at you longer
To feel your smooth skin under my touch
To cuddle you safe with my careful arms
And to kiss you goodbye with all my love
I wish to God it just didn’t happen
And I pray that things were easier to handle
When I can be with you and care for you
And I don’t have to cry for loosing you
created: June 12, 2008